fitness competing

I think i really want to get back into the fitness scene. i miss the smell of the metal ,the clanking of the weights. sweating out a tough day. but it is really tough and so strict. i love junk food/fast foods more than anyone ever should. i love regular foods as well but i lack portion and self control!!! i just love EATING.I think if i a to do this, i need to get a fairly athletic routine. like old school running track practices and such. oh i dunno. gonna go eat some grapes now.